War | 12.03.26, 17:15

Hi Hello,
It's the second post! I don't think anybody reads this but I need a place to vent in anyway...

So something you might not know about me (I mean you don't really know anything about me because I still didn't write the 'about me' section) is that I live in a warzone! How exciting! (FML) I'm not gonna elaborate about where, you may guess if you want to... anyway... It sucks. It really sucks. I hate it. I really need a break from the reality of living in this country. I mean, I acknowledge that I am very lucky and privileged to be relatively safe, and still have a roof above my head, and even connection to the internet, and a lot of people have it a lot worse than me. but god, it is so tiring to keep living this way.

I'm staying in my parents house, they have a sheltered room in their apartment and most rocket/missile/whatever attacks kinda skip my hometown for some unknown reason (which, I'm grateful for), but I still didn't manage to get a full night's sleep in the last two weeks, It's even worse this week, I barely slept last night, yet, I'm still expected to work like everything is normal... but honestly I can't really concentrate on anything...

This war is actually what allowed me to work on this website, bc my semester was pushed back (again). Uni doesn't really leave me time to do anything besides work and homework, so now that I have only work, I can allow myself to indulge a lil in hobbies (but I mostly just play sims lol).

I'm in my 4th year of Visual Communication degree, I was supposed to start working on my final project. Today they finally announced that the semester will start in APRIL, and we can't start working on the project beforehand. Also they took off TWO whole weeks of the semester. we are, in fact, fucked.

Man, I hope I finish uni before I die of old age... or a missile.

First post | 07.03.26, 15:05

Hi,
I am currently working on the blog page for my website, or actually... I’m writing this first blog post instead lol.

I haven’t even written the ‘about me’ yet, but I feel like talking so I’ll continue to write whatever this is...

As you may or may not have noticed, I really like abandoned places. I enjoy exploring them, taking pictures and wondering what happened to these places. If I’m lucky, I’m able to find information or documents online, but that’s not always the case.

I think I have been to all of the abandoned places in my town, it’s not a lot, actually, there are less and less abandoned places like that. In recent years they (who are they? IDK, the municipality? contractors? land owners?), have started to tear all these places down and build new buildings instead. There was an abandoned boarding school next to my parents house, It was built about a 100 years ago, the specific part that was left abandoned was the living quarters of the instructors/teachers, it was built in the 70’s according to some preserversion documents I managed to find. The school was closed in 86, it was still used for other purposes in the 90’s, and then abandoned completely. In the last few years they started renovating the buildings, I think there’s going to be a kindergarten there.

I guess it’s good to renovate/demolish abandoned buildings, they are dangerous after all. But... I really liked that place :( there were different buildings, different rooms, even some balconies and rooftops that were accessible. The entrances to the buildings were closed off, to prevent people from entering, but every time I visited, there was a new breach I could enter through. Each time, I got to explore a different building. There wasn’t much to see besides empty dirty and full of graffiti rooms, but it was still so exciting. I miss that place.